If you've read my blog you know that 2005 has not been a good year for my family. To summarize: my grandpa died, my dad had open heart surgery, my aunt died, and now my sister has found out that her babies are not going to survive. At a doctor appointment today, she found out that the one baby was twins, and they have the rare condition which I am totally going to butcher in explaining. Its where the blood from both of the twins is flowing into only one of the twins? What ever it is, the doctors say the babies are not going to make it. I am so heartbroken. I cannot imagine what she must be going through. And I hate that I am more then 3 hundred miles away. I hate that there is nothing that I can do.